2021.09.19 06:47 Segajr The Reband
2021.09.19 06:47 Stuttrboy [Online][roll 20/discord][5Ed][Every Sunday 11AM CST]Seattle Campaign
Hey guys if anyone is interested I run a game on sundays at 11AM CST that's about 11 and a half hours from now each week. We have 4 players and I'd like to grab 1 or 2 more. They are in the middle of a campaign but you won't miss out on anything by joining now. We have a cowboy adept, an anthro drone rigger, and two mysads one is a face/spellcaster the other concentrates in summoning.
We could use a hacker of some kind but it doesn't really matter. Sum to 10 Prime runner and I'll probably award a little bonus karma and money to catch you up to the rest of the players. Let me know if you are interested.
If you are interested discord me Stuttrboy(Muninn)#1244
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2021.09.19 06:47 Peytonimo99 Question about INK website
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2021.09.19 06:47 ColdWorld_inside Faithful dread.
The world as it stands, is a gruesome place for the downtrodden, a world that graces the wounded soul with the "respite" of drowning it in a plethora of salt. A world of extremities, a world of ice and fire where the damned burns in lonely oblivions of infernos or tundras cold. The burn of a void so deep that it scars our very soul, becoming a part of the most personal side of ourselves: we begin to define ourselves by the pain, losing our very identities, our sense of time, our sense of hope. Eventually becoming nothing but the charred hellstone or obelisks of frost residing within each abyss. For those who have lost hope in the abyss, this is their fate: to be brushed over by the great whirlwind of lost time and misfortune, forever etched in history as a forsaken monument of regret, trapped between the whims of the shifting uncertainties of both past and future.
"There is an Eastern fable, told long ago, of a traveller overtaken on a plain by an enraged beast. Escaping from the beast he gets into a dry well, but sees at the bottom of the well a dragon that has opened its jaws to swallow him. And the unfortunate man, not daring to climb out lest he should be destroyed by the enraged beast, and not daring to leap to the bottom of the well lest he should be eaten by the dragon, seizes a twig growing in a crack in the well and clings to it. His hands are growing weaker and he feels he will soon have to resign himself to the destruction that awaits him above or below, but still he clings on. Then he sees that two mice, a black one and a white one, go regularly round and round the stem of the twig to which he is clinging and gnaw at it. And soon the twig itself will snap and he will fall into the dragon's jaws. The traveller sees this and knows that he will inevitably perish; but while still hanging he looks around, sees some drops of honey on the leaves of the twig, reaches them with his tongue and licks them. So I too clung to the twig of life, knowing that the dragon of death was inevitably awaiting me, ready to tear me to pieces; and I could not understand why I had fallen into such torment. I tried to lick the honey which formerly consoled me, but the honey no longer gave me pleasure, and the white and black mice of day and night gnawed at the branch by which I hung. I saw the dragon clearly and the honey no longer tasted sweet. I only saw the unescapable dragon and mice, and I could not tear my gaze from them. and this is not a fable but the real unanswerable truth intelligible to all. The deception of the joys of life which formerly allayed my terror of the dragon now no longer deceived me. No matter how often I may be told, "You cannot understand the meaning of life so do not think about it, but live," I can no longer do it: I have already done it too long. I cannot now help seeing day and night going round and bringing me to death. That is all I see, for that alone is true. All else is false. The two drops of honey which diverted my eyes from the cruel truth longer than the rest: my love of family, and of writing -- art as I called it -- were no longer sweet to me. "Family"... said I to myself. But my family -- wife and children -- are also human. They are placed just as I am: they must either live in a lie or see the terrible truth. Why should they live? Why should I love them, guard them, bring them up, or watch them? That they may come to the despair that I feel, or else be stupid? Loving them, I cannot hide the truth from them: each step in knowledge leads them to the truth. And the truth is death." - Tolstoy, A Confession.
Yet, I remind myself of the faith of Sisyphus, forever facing sunwards, valiantly pushing the weight of his torment into eternity. I am reminded of Christ the martyr on calvary bleeding his faith into the Earth crying: "Father, Father, why have you forsaken me?" Humanity has collectively and existentially suffered the same feeling of the loneliest of loneliness for thousands of years. Our pain is a part of us, we mustn't let this nihilistic burn reduce us to ash, rather, as Kierkegaard's knight of faith; accept this as a part of our humanity. This existential struggle is what makes us so uniquely human after all. We must find ourselves in a position, where we convince ourselves this abstract game of life and death, is a like a game of chess, the bet is eternity, and by merely choosing to live, you display the greatest act of defiance and faith. By resisting succumbing to the withering forest of life, you have retained your humanity and are truly defined as a free spirit.
"Faith is the strength of life. If a man lives he believes in something. If he did not believe that one must live for something, he would not live. If he does not see and recognize the illusory nature of the finite, he believes in the finite; if he understands the illusory nature of the finite, he must believe in the infinite. Without faith he cannot live." - Tolstoy, A Confession
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2021.09.19 06:47 thebaddestk Just a vent
Hey, so my birthday is coming up and I had something fun planned for weeks now. I never do anything for my birthday because i do not have friends really but this year i become closer to two friends from my freshman year in high school. We planned to spend the weekend on the beach doing water activities, which we all agreeed on. I was so excited because I never planned something so fun for myself, i spend my birthdays with family and just wanted to do with friends.
however, i realized i was putting my focus on booking everything and prayed to God this morning if i shouldn’t do this or giving this too much of my time then help me let it go.
today, i asked my friends to pay the fees and she said she didn’t have it, which made me upset because she knew for weeks she wouldn’t be able to pay it. i even went shopping yesterday with her and she watched me buy everything, which i am unable to return. i booked my hair, makeup, and everything. now it’s cancelled and i’m left with all of this. i just wished she would’ve told me from the beginning instead of getting my hopes up.
However, i am now realizing that God removed my plans but i just want to know like God why do i always end up losing? why can’t i just do something fun for once? like God why me? i’m turning 20 and just wanted to enjoy myself. all i do is work and school and just wanted one weekend. i just feel like i’m always losing something and i’m trying not to be upset with God because i prayed for this! but it just seems unfair.
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2021.09.19 06:47 SavageFu Will Webull ever have calendar spreads?
I hate how annoying it is to roll options on webull. When will the get their software straight to do diagonals/calendars. Or simply to add additional legs. I mean even robbingfromthehood let’s u add independent legs
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2021.09.19 06:47 Sourav1833 What Are The Advantages Of Harnessing Power With Solar Panels?
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2021.09.19 06:47 ambarinfinity Target run! I loooove my 20in jonessa 🥰
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2021.09.19 06:47 A2C_question_acc How facist has the modern day India become ?
The democracy is dying. "Wherever I go, I see his face" isn't a meme anymore. News is filled with far right propaganda. "Love Jihad" which is such a minute problem is given so much attention when there are literally 8.8 million kids dying in the country from malnutrition. Women empowerment rate is in the negatives. Where is this country going? Where is welfare of the state?
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2021.09.19 06:47 riseup_213 Gradually healed from the pain of heartbreak these last 3 years, but now I just cant feel a thing
Anyone went through something intense like this? I (23F) loved so vividly and for so long, took me three years to genuinely be over my first love and many sleepless nights. Oh, so, so, so many tears were shed in the span of three entire years. And now nothing. It is the calm after the storm and I feel completly purged of all the love I had in me to give. To be honest I also struggle to feel attracted to anyone, I haven’t felt sexual urges in a long time. I talk to men and I feel completely nothing. I’m happy to be relieved from the heavy dark clouds of heartbreak after so long and to genuinely not feel hurt anymore, but I wish I would ...feel more? Is it possible I just don’t have it in me to love at the moment because I just ... felt too much for these past years and exhausted my “emotional” capacity? I’m genuinelly curious to know if its a thing.
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2021.09.19 06:47 Puzzleheaded_Ad1321 Very good month and flawless way to end it
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2021.09.19 06:47 KingGidorah I forgot, only a Republican president is allowed to increase the debt…
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2021.09.19 06:47 badbhabbie Help with acne caused by hormone/gut
My acne and skin are really bad and I am pretty sure it's because of my gut. I've been trying to clear my skin for years now but no topical products work for me. A year ago I took doxycycline which cleared my face but that can only be taken for short term use and so once I stopped taking it, my skin was bad again. I have now been taking YAZ for 6 months and my skin hasn't improved in fact it has made it worse. Can anyone suggest any pills or tablets that could help cure my acne and clear my skin?
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2021.09.19 06:47 hidefromthesun11 32/M/USA - late night poetry writing
I posted recently that I'd write a poem for people who messaged me, and it actually turned out to be pretty fun. I ended up writing about ten or so poems for different people, so I figured we'd try again tonight
Poem I wrote for a user
Older poem of mine
Writing aside, I'm a PhD student who is studying psychology. I'm fascinated by the way our brains work, and I'm equally intrigued by other people and what makes them tick. I love meeting new people, getting to know their interests, and making great conversation. I'm particularly passionate about books, music and soccer. I enjoy podcasts and the occasional video game as well
If you'd like a poem, would like to talk about the creative process in general, or just want to talk about anything else, feel free to drop me a chat/DM. I'm not too picky about where you're from, though it'd be ideal if you were from the US so that time zones can somewhat line up. I'm open to both texting and to voice calls
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2021.09.19 06:47 DeepFriedSlav AA12 if it were fun to use
2021.09.19 06:47 dunkey876 Is true that iyaworaje is tough?
I've have been telled by olders and by people in general that iyaworaje is rough, a lot of testeds and in some cases disgraces, loss of jobs, some temporal sickness, situation may get worse before gettin better... is this a true statement? Any opinions on this?
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2021.09.19 06:47 Iwanturskulls87 Meet Jesse, a retired marine who spends his days triggering people online, loves sipping anti-vax kook-aid and riding the trump train, a real edgy guy. No posts about catching covid yet but I’ll update y’all if he does.
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2021.09.19 06:47 Realistic-Sandwich57 I wanna know you guys' thoughts
2021.09.19 06:47 primalcoty Ive never related to a song more
2021.09.19 06:47 blueotter100 Why Christianity Attacks Sexuality
2021.09.19 06:47 hahahailie I have a question! Are intact pine wood discs safe? Pictured below.
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