Am I just worried about nothing (and I'm just a paranoid coot), or is there still something I have to figure out about myself?

2021.10.16 17:47 Throwtwentyaway486 Am I just worried about nothing (and I'm just a paranoid coot), or is there still something I have to figure out about myself?

I'd like to know something please, a simple question really.
Is something wrong with me, or am I just over thinking things and got the right idea?
Okay a bit more complicated, let me explain.
I've had a crappy past when it comes to relationships, hence this handy dandy throw away account. Please excuse the humor, I love to use it to keep myself sane and going with a glass half full mentality. I could go into several long posts about what happened to me, but here is the short version.
I have mild Aspergers Syndrome. Meaning it was hard for me to socialize and make friends. I'm 35 M now and it's not hard anymore, minus a blue moon mistake now and then. My childhood at school was another story, I was to in your face wanting to be your friend, scared most off and left me making friends (I think they felt sorry for me) with the teachers. Due to a Christian background I didn't lose my V card till I was 24. My first GF of 8 months when I was 18 only went out with me to break said Christian values and was a control freak, I only stayed so long as 1) girl 2) I was very naive 3) better then nothing, think you get the point. She ended up cheating on me with the only friend I had for 4 months of said relationship. This made me retreat into hardcore gaming for about 3 years.
Came out of it, moved to the city and got fed up of not getting anywhere in life in regards to a relationship, so paid an escort and lost my V card, I know crappy. I met my now X wife not long after and had a 7 year relationship with her (married 5). Among other things she had double standards, make me walk on egg shells, withheld affection from me and sex (once every 3 months and was more duty sex), cheated on me and so on. Could go on but she was a steaming pile of crap.
I left her May last year and have spend time healing, losing weight and getting my life in order. I moved to a small town in the middle of nowhere to be with family to do this. While here I had 3 to 4 month relationship with 2 different ladies, both ended on good terms, just not right for each other (different life directions so on). One of them turned into a FWB. Once lock downs are over I plan to move t the city. More chances to do my hobbies there (impossible in this small town), more chances to meet some nice ladies (I think I've tried all I can in this small town, trust me same girls on the dating apps...) and just more chances to improve m life in general. Work is no issue as I work online, I can work anywhere, WOOT!
I guess part of me is feeling confident I can and will find myself someone special, fact I can make friends in this small town and a really close friend as well proves it. But I guess I'm still worried I might not be seeing something that is still wrong with me.
Am I just worried about nothing (and I'm just a paranoid coot), or is there still something I have to figure out about myself?
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2021.10.16 17:47 SpaceMiser SUPPLY - Lime Sorbet - Ground Flower - 08/09/21

SUPPLY - Lime Sorbet - Ground Flower - 08/09/21 SUPPLY - Lime Sorbet - Ground Flower
Packaged 08/09/21

SUPPLY - Lime Sorbet - Ground Flower - THCA 20.57%
This was $50 a quarter at Solevo Wellness/Trulieve in Zelienople. I paid $40.00 with a first time 20% discount. Today was my first time trying pre-ground flower and was about what I expected from my reading. This ground flower has a faint lime smell, and it does have some tang when inhaled, curled my nose hairs a little. It doesn't turn to complete dust, so good enough on that end. I have had worse $55 eighths as far as smell and taste. The effects are there, cleaalert, works moderately for my pain. The Cresco Lime Sorbet Flower is one of my go-tos in the program, especially the drops that near 30% THCA. This was 20.57% THCA, the only reason I tried it. I don't think I would be happy with a 16%, like some of the other ground offerings. I had to save some money this week and would buy it again in the same situation. There was also some Mint Face Off Ground Flower on the menu at 19% THCA that I thought might be worth trying.
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2021.10.16 17:47 Money-Tackle You suck.

You would know talaga when you're a priority or just an option to someone, no? When conversations with you become the last thing on their minds even when he's the first thing on the list of people you wanna talk to everyday.
You would realize, not for the first time, that you're being taken for granted. That you're probably settling for less when there are other guys out there who can do better. That the best thing you can do is to walk away now and save yourself.
And, yet, you can't.
Because you're a sucker for his attention, for his conversations, for what little time in his life that he can give you. Because you realize you're a sucker for him.
And that's what sucks the most.
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I hoped that this would do the trick, but seems like I am wrong. Any idea on how to properly configure this and what good guides are out there to get warm with the whole proxy topic?
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